Who Do You Love Rewrite

This is a rewrite of Who Do You Love by Marianas Trench. This song just expresses a lot of the emotions thoughts and feelings that run through my mind with anxiety.

Well I’ve been deep in this sleeplessness
And I do know why
Wish I’d get away from myself
Will I get back on my feet and blow things open wide?
Will I ever feel good health?

Oh it’s been so long
Anxious and wish I
Was someone else
I don’t know how people see me
But I hate the way I see myself
All I can feel is broken
And I’ve been this way too long
I hear the words I’ve spoken
And everything comes out wrong
I just can’t get this together
Can’t get where I belong

How can I love?
How can I love?
How can I love?

And I’ve been deep in this anxiousness
I don’t know why
Just can’t get back to myself
How can I get back on my feet and blow things open wide
And get back to having good health
Screaming
How can I love? x7

From fable to fumble
From stable to stumble
That is me
I can’t seem to shake this anxiety
And come back to propiety
I wish I could
Can I come back to life broken?
Or should I stay away for long?
Even if words I’ve spoken
Seem to still come out wrong
Trying to get life together
And go where I belong

How can I love? x3

And I’ve been deep in this anxiousness
I don’t know why
Just can’t get back to myself
How can I get back on my feet and blow things open wide
And get back to having good health
Screaming
How can I love? x8

Wish things would quiet
I wouldn’t have to move
Moving on might as well try it
What if everything I lose?
Want nothing to change but then I loose.

And I’ve been deep in this anxiousness
I don’t know why
Just can’t get back to myself
How can I get back on my feet and blow things open wide
And get back to having good health
And I’ve been deep in this anxiousness
I don’t know why
Just can’t get back to myself
How can I get back on my feet and blow things open wide
And get back to having good health
Screaming
How can I love? x16

How can I love?

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The Night We Met Rewrite

This is a rewrite of The Night We Met by Lord Huron. This is inspired by the wanting of things back to how they were, regretting decisions you’ve made, and just wanting to be rid of your mental illness and problems. If you enjoy this please feel free to share it.

If you want a link to the original song here it is https://youtu.be/aQh9eDcS1-0

I feel like the only traveler
Who feels lost and so upset
I’ve been searching for a trail to follow again
Take me back to before I wept

And then I can tell myself
What the heck I’m supposed to do
And then I can tell myself
Not to hurt the people I do

I figured all of my problems and thought I’d have none of them
Take me back to before I wept
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do, mind’s haunted by ghosts too
Oh take me back to before I wept

My nights were peaceful and easy
And my eyes weren’t always full of tears
Anxiety had not touched me yet
Oh take me back to before I wept

I figured all of my problems and thought I’d have none of them
Take me back to before I wept
I don’t know what I’m supposed to do, mind’s haunted by ghosts too
Oh take me back to before I wept

Because of You Rewrite

——Content Warning: This song is best to not be viewed if your mind is in a bad place—–

—–Trigger Warning: Suicide—-

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This is rewrite of Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. And it’s written as what I’d say to anxiety. This is essentially almost a list of what it’s done to me mentally and what I feel when I’m in a bad place. I hope you enjoy it and if you do please give it a share if you feel so inclined.

If you want a link to the original here it is https://youtu.be/CTTjLxXFg0k

All I do is make the same mistakes repeatedly
And I will let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I just wil break over and over
I fall so hard
I learned the hard way
But still I let it go this far

Because of you
I never stray too far from my comfort
Because of you
I always play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find hard to to love all of me, and I hurt everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s way too long before I figure it out
All I do is cry
Because weakness is all I am in my eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile a laugh every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from my comfort
Because of you
I always play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find hard to to love all of me, and I hurt everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I want to die
No one hears me cry at night before sleep
I am so young
How can I know better to lean on things?
I find it hard to think of anyone else
All I see is my pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the very same thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from comfort
Because of you
I always play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I don’t know how to deal with anything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you