Let’s Hurt Tonight Rewrite

This is a rewrite of Let’s Hurt Tonight by One Republic. This inspired by the feelings of a bad night and that sinking, spiraling felling that happens when things get bad.

When, when I come home
Worn to the bones
I know when things start to get rough
And when, when I am off which happens a lot
It feels like no one comes and I’ve had enough

Oh I know that anxiety is pain
But I can’t stop this forward chain no

So I’ll hit the lights and I’ll lock the doors
I ain’t leaving this room can’t feel anymore
Wish I could leave this behind and myself surprise
But I just feel this pain let me hurt tonight

When when I get down
All I can do is frown
And everything I do is rough

Now I’m just feeling insane
This hurt can’t be explained

Just let me hit the lights and lock the doors
And I don’t care if I just get ignored
If I told someone would they roll their eyes?
All I feel is this pain let me hurt tonight
Why do I feel this pain why do I hurt tonight?

I want to hit the lights and lock all the doors
But is it really good if I just am ignored?
Should I walk away try to surprise?
Can I leave behind this pain and go out tonight?
Can I leave this pain and live a normal life?

Because of You Rewrite

——Content Warning: This song is best to not be viewed if your mind is in a bad place—–

—–Trigger Warning: Suicide—-

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This is rewrite of Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. And it’s written as what I’d say to anxiety. This is essentially almost a list of what it’s done to me mentally and what I feel when I’m in a bad place. I hope you enjoy it and if you do please give it a share if you feel so inclined.

If you want a link to the original here it is https://youtu.be/CTTjLxXFg0k

All I do is make the same mistakes repeatedly
And I will let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I just wil break over and over
I fall so hard
I learned the hard way
But still I let it go this far

Because of you
I never stray too far from my comfort
Because of you
I always play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find hard to to love all of me, and I hurt everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s way too long before I figure it out
All I do is cry
Because weakness is all I am in my eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile a laugh every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from my comfort
Because of you
I always play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find hard to to love all of me, and I hurt everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I want to die
No one hears me cry at night before sleep
I am so young
How can I know better to lean on things?
I find it hard to think of anyone else
All I see is my pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the very same thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from comfort
Because of you
I always play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I don’t know how to deal with anything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you